[拼音]：zì bào zì qì
[解釋]：self-loathing;
1.to be backward and have no urge to make progress;
to be resigned to one's lagging behind;
to abandon oneself (to despair) ;
abandonment;
desperateness;
desperation;
self-degradation
[參考詞典]：漢英綜合大詞典 漢英綜合科技大辭典 漢英綜合大詞典