人間清醒紀錄片
迷茫、情緒低落時,是不是覺得做什麽都沒勁,最近發現壹部人間清醒的紀錄片《搖搖晃晃的人間》。余秀華是壹位純粹、直率的詩人,有自己的個性,活得通透,她說她是為自己而活,不是活給別人看。詩歌能給她力量,支撐著她往前走,“如果沒有詩歌人生真的很空洞”。
董卿是這樣評價她的,用最搖晃的步伐寫出最堅定的詩句,這些詩句像陽光透過了水晶,折射出她的靈魂和光芒,她不懼怕命運的不公帶給她的傷害。選擇在詩歌裏釋放自己。在這個時代,作為詩人的“敢”,余秀華做到了,只要她有能力,她就會去做。
在月光裏靜默的麥子,它們之間輕微的摩擦就是人間萬物在相愛了。
Silent wheat in the moonlight. the slight frictions between them。Are the love-making of all the things on the earth.
我身體裏的火車,油漆已經斑駁。
The train in my body, whose paint begins to flake.
坐了很久,兩塊雲還沒有合攏,天空空出的傷口,從來沒有長出新鮮的肉。五月的草,綠出自己的命,壹半在根裏,壹半在草尖。
Sitting for long, the two clouds arestill not closing up.The wound emptied out in the sky never grows new flesh.The grass of May greens out its life, half in roots, half in tops.
它不慌不忙 ,允許醉鬼 乞丐,賣藝的,或什麽領袖上上下下。
It is in no hurry,allowing drunkards, beggars, buskers, or some leaders.To get on and off.
其實,睡妳和被妳睡是差不多的,無非是兩具肉體碰撞的力,無非是這力催開的花朵。
In fact, to lay you and to be laid by you are the same, nothing.But the force of two clashing bodies, but the flower driven by this force.
反正是背負慢慢雕殘的孤獨:耀眼的孤獨義無反顧的孤獨。
Bearing, anyhow, the withering solitude: the dazzling solitude.The unregrettable solitude.
難道還有明天,可惜還有明天。
Is it true that there is still tomorrow.What a pity that there is still tomorrow.
壹直到最後,兩塊雲也沒有合攏。她站起來,身體裏全是骨頭斷裂的脆響。蝴蝶斷下的壹只翅膀,從草葉上下滑。
Until the end, the two clouds did not close up.She got up, in her body all were the sounds of the breaking bones.A wing was broken off from a butterfly, slipping down the leaves of grass.